I,
who i call me,
my thoughts about this, and that, creating mental constructs,
feelings shading the fabric of my existence,
Natural life coloring the window of my perception,
I stare at the Sun wondering what is real,
soon i stop wandering,
and then i stopped trying,
the Light penetrated my Skin,
and finally my mind,
realizations of Truth gently vibrated through my body,
i start imagining and thinking about people, situations, and feelings that were connected to other things in my mind,
but i stopped actively thinking,
and so thoughts fell off the edge of time,
waves had returned to the sea,
the turbulence had ended,
there wa
as i let the smoke leave,
slowly feeling the subtle burn on my lips,
i watch it.
i cant hold it,
i try to follow it,
it rises to the heavens,
and then it slowly dissapears,
leaving my life forever.
where did it go ?
does it matter ?
it's gone.
the questions i ask are yet again attempts to hold on to something,
that was never there.
is there anything that was ever there?
who are you?
who are your family?
what do you love and think you have?
in your grasp?
nothing is forever,
life is like this smoke.
it enters in to your life,
you feel it tingle in your mouth,
you taste its intoxicating,
yet burning sensation, a salad of
can you be present with Now? by bodhicitta, literature
Literature
can you be present with Now?
just watching,
how hard is it to just watch?
to just Be, there,
with what is happening,
both inside of you,
and outside of you,
is there even a difference? sometime there isn't,
and that sometimes is determined by how willing i am to see
life as a river, constantly moving and changing, yet still life.
It makes you see how our labels, connotations and ideas 'pervert' life,
take away its imminent and fresh beauty,
moment by moment,
the park, is not a park,
go and sit there and you will see, you will hear, you will feel,
and infinite amount of things,
and here, even speaking of such things is perverting the real beauty,
that you
can you be present with Now? by bodhicitta, literature
Literature
can you be present with Now?
just watching,
how hard is it to just watch?
to just Be, there,
with what is happening,
both inside of you,
and outside of you,
is there even a difference? sometime there isn't,
and that sometimes is determined by how willing i am to see
life as a river, constantly moving and changing, yet still life.
It makes you see how our labels, connotations and ideas 'pervert' life,
take away its imminent and fresh beauty,
moment by moment,
the park, is not a park,
go and sit there and you will see, you will hear, you will feel,
and infinite amount of things,
and here, even speaking of such things is perverting the real beauty,
that you
as i let the smoke leave,
slowly feeling the subtle burn on my lips,
i watch it.
i cant hold it,
i try to follow it,
it rises to the heavens,
and then it slowly dissapears,
leaving my life forever.
where did it go ?
does it matter ?
it's gone.
the questions i ask are yet again attempts to hold on to something,
that was never there.
is there anything that was ever there?
who are you?
who are your family?
what do you love and think you have?
in your grasp?
nothing is forever,
life is like this smoke.
it enters in to your life,
you feel it tingle in your mouth,
you taste its intoxicating,
yet burning sensation, a salad of
I,
who i call me,
my thoughts about this, and that, creating mental constructs,
feelings shading the fabric of my existence,
Natural life coloring the window of my perception,
I stare at the Sun wondering what is real,
soon i stop wandering,
and then i stopped trying,
the Light penetrated my Skin,
and finally my mind,
realizations of Truth gently vibrated through my body,
i start imagining and thinking about people, situations, and feelings that were connected to other things in my mind,
but i stopped actively thinking,
and so thoughts fell off the edge of time,
waves had returned to the sea,
the turbulence had ended,
there wa
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